Cultivating Compassion, Peace, and Joy

Tag: Poetry

Modern Absurdity

We’ve got smart fridges that send texts
when the milk runs low—
but children with ribs like xylophones
whose notifications ping silently.

Billionaires blast themselves past the stratosphere,
while solar panels on Earth sit like unopened gifts,
collecting dust instead of electrons.

We want only organic produce from the store,
yet we’ve lost the wisdom
to see that salad is growing wild
under our own feet,
while we swipe cards for kale we could have plucked
between the pine needles and the dandelions.

We binge entire seasons
without leaving the couch,
but can’t stomach the daily news—
it doesn’t come with a laugh track.

We abolished slavery, then punched in again,
nine-to-five chains stamped with corporate logos.
Paychecks tether us,
while stock tickers rise like an untethered helium balloon.

We dig and drill and suck the earth dry,
as if oil were bursting like popcorn in a pan—
but it takes eons for Earth’s kernels to pop.

We crave connection so badly
we scroll at dinner with a friend,
two pairs of eyes
lit by the glow of strangers’ filtered lives.

We restrict our kids’ screen time
while they stare at the backs of our phones—
little mirrors of our own hypocrisy.

We complain about climate change
as we board floating buffets,
cruise ships trailing smoke like birthday candles we forgot to blow out,
celebrating our own extinction in style.

And through it all, Mother Earth watches—
like an elder with deep lines in her face,
not surprised anymore,
just weary.

She knows the joke we don’t:
harmony was never complicated,
only inconvenient.
We are not landlords here—
just tenants with short leases.

She waits, patient as soil,
for the day we remember
we don’t own the future—
we borrow it,
and the interest is already due.

 

Not Knowing

This poem was written on the top of a mountain ridge in Guanacaste, Costa Rica.

 

Not Knowing

 

Atop a mountain ridge, the lush and scarred valley below, 

a valley of beauty and also sorrow 

for the fires that came through just weeks ago. 

 

The merciless fires that tear through this land, 

scorching the earth and burning tall trees to the ground, 

the sound of its crackle, the smell of its smoke 

Made my eyes water, filled my lungs, made me choke. 

 

And I’m choked up again as I see proof of Earth’s warming, 

we’re heating up quickly, I take this as a warning; 

a warning that collapse is upon us right now, 

a warning that I might just have to allow 

the inevitable to happen, the unthinkable to unravel, reality to unfold.

 

I keep getting older and nobody told me 

The pursuit of the good life would be so much work. 

And the work changes, the targets move.

Am I changing or am I growing?

 

There’s no way of knowing, 

and the not knowing sucks.

 

It’s hard, it’s unpleasant, it’s scary and ominous, ever present. 

I just want to know who to be, how to help. 

So I pick up my shovel and dig to uncover the self; 

The self that resides under all these layers of noise.

I dig and I deepen and deep down there’s a boy

Who just wants to get better, to be enough. 

 

So I dig into the depths of unknown, 

not knowing what I’ll find, not knowing if I’m digging in the right place, 

but certain that I must dig, I can’t be complacent. 

And if I choose non-complacency, I’m choosing resistance.

I want life with ease and also betterment.

 

Not knowing, the hardest place to be, yet it’s where growth happens.

I have to acknowledge I’m choosing this path, 

I can make the not knowing my friend, get familiar.

And know what it’s like to not know, it’s peculiar.

 

To not know, to begin again.

To let go of the past and the future, just present.

Resting in the blessing of presence.

No worry of what might be or clinging to what was.

Accepting and trusting of what is.

 

I am in the seat of my own liberation.

And with a little more practice of concentration 

and awareness I can see. I am awake.

 

I am awake enough to know 

that these trees did not know when the fires would come 

to singe their trunks and topple their branches. 

These native trees that grew and grew and survived 

until it became their time. 

If the trees can grow into the unknown, so can I. 

I am awake. 

I know I do not know. 

 

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